Second chance

Here´s a really bad idea......

Struggle sleeping one night.... be alone and start thinking. I was never any good at maths, but here´s an equation I´m familiar with:

Late night + alone + thinking = the perfect storm.

Warning: This thinking stuff can be dangerous for your health. My mind wanders.......

I wonder if I could have made it as a film star, I wonder what truffles taste like, I wonder if cows ever get bored , I wonder if they´ll ever bring concord back, I wonder if you still think about me and think I´m ok, I wonder who you´re deceiving into thinking you´re the best person ever, I wonder how many people see past you.....

Bill Bryson (my favourite writer), once said: I wish I could walk out on my mind and close the door.

I would have thought this way too, until fairly recently. It´s different for me now though. In a few moments I´ll go to bed and will sleep soundly. Tomorrow morning I´ll wake up refreshed, knowing that I´m so loved by you. Thank you for second chances.